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Monday, September 18, 2023

My Friend the Black Widow


I had a magical thing happen September 17, 2023. I needed to wash the floor. LOL. Real magical, huh? Anyway, I saw a maggot (in a corner on the floor) that was not moving but I got some paper towel to go and squish it and take it off the floor when a black widow came dropped down really fast from underneath the counter bottom and touched the back of my hand with one thin leg. I felt my Heart Chakra open so wide my Throat Chakra and Beyond were open. I heard, “Don’t take my food,” in such a sweet female voice! Well, I had already committed to squishing the maggot and was sorry. I let the Black Widow live. We had a talk. I could see how easy it would have been to kill it. I informed it I was uncomfortable with it just right there in a busy part of the kitchen right by the door to the outside. Not to mention how strange it was to see this kind of spider away from a dark cozy place!

The next day, it was on the bottom of the backdoor on the inside. I informed it that I was afraid with my cats who might put their noses on it or another human in the house who would kill it, so I would be taking it outside to a place that looked nice (to a human) for a spider. It was so strange to me that this kind of spider would be out in the open like that.

The truth is that I have no idea what that was. Was it simply a life communicating with me and only that? Was it set up by my non-physical teachers (and buddies) to see if I graduate (in frequency) or not? Fear wins equates to me killing the spider, which equates with not graduating. I just don’t know. But it was a nice experience no matter what truly happened, no matter if it was orchestrated or simply a lifestream speaking with me.

When I suggest that Genetic humans identify with the Pinky-rose within them and connect that with others from Source, this is how it feels: the response I had to her thin leg touching me. Such a small thin leg and the Power it shared was major Space of Love on steroids! It just takes a pinhead of Pinky-rose from you connecting with a pinhead of Pinky-rose Love in another. Bam. Magic!



Saturday, September 2, 2023

The Military/Science/Government/Human/Non-human Faction


As I mention in my book Interdimensional Disturbances Access Denied, alien abductions may be coming from the military/science/government/human/non-human faction. (So can physical abductions.) Yes, other entities, both human and otherwise maybe involved in any kind of abduction, but this group HAS TO BE considered when you’re making your differential diagnosis about natural fires and alien attacks.

Naturally, I recommend not listening to or watching the screens (computer, hand-held devices, and TV), because newscasters are $pellcasters and will offer “the narrative” that you are intended to swallow hook, line, and sinker!

Instead, ask questions. Don’t simply believe the $pell that the newscaster ($pellcaster) is spinning. Search out answers on your own. Don’t allow any catch-phrase such as “climate change” or “c*vid” to distract you from your mission to discover the truth.


With “natural fires,” did the fire burn as a normal fire would? Were inhabitants supported in every way, including being permitted to take soil samples? Were officials present that day or had they made themselves scarce beforehand? (Don’t make excuses, just notice.) Now that lands have been destroyed, is there a positive for the agents of the government? In other words, who benefits?


With “alien attack,” who benefits by your belief in an enemy that’s not your government, and then further, that is a mysterious, powerful enemy to all Earth? Will the agents of the government have power over its people now? Is fear being used as a weapon? If a good guy alien group comes along, is it also the Military/Science/Government/human/non-human faction? Or is it straight out your government that beats off the “aliens”? Again, who benefits?

As I also mention in my book, an attack is an attack. You may use the same tools to support yourself out of an attack whether it’s truly an entity (human or non-human) or more like a hologram or something that is planted in your mind, a subliminal, such as the military flag that has been used in America to incite it’s population to war.


Stand in alignment with the Sound of Self. Focus on holding a Pinky-rose state of love. Stop allowing yourself to be Astrally tugged into fear and anger. Rise above Mental body implants of control, making them obsolete. Know that there are many lifestreams here already who you ignore. If you want to expand your understanding, start with what’s right in front of you. You will continue to not see if you refuse to turn off the newscaster. That’s a choice that will lead you to fear and to being more easily controlled.




Saturday, August 26, 2023

How to Survive C*vid Propaganda 2023


If the-criminals-that-believe-they-be try another c*vid scam soon, do the following:

1)   Think and turn off the “news.”

2)   Refuse to have a PCR swab shoved up your nose. This is a forensic tool and a tool to make more of the PKU blood sample from babies so they may sell genetic information to nefarious labs and world players. It is not finding a natural, contagious “virus” that’s within you.

3)   Do not cover your nostrils and mouth. If some air can get through so that you may breathe a little, a tiny so-called “virus,” if it existed, could get through, too. In operating “theatres” they increase oxygen if the surgeons are wearing masks. (The masks stop their spit from getting on the patient.)

4)   Learn natural remedies and find a practitioner who isn’t a whore for the pimp Big Pharma.

5)   Write a letter using the following as a guide. Include whatever name they give the new “natural, contagious virus.” Include requests about $hot-related information or masks or whatever they are making an issue this time around. If it’s a “variant” that they are claiming, then you’ll request information on the original and the variant. Have this ready, and sent as quickly as you can after you become aware of the new problem. For example, next Monday, you hear, “33 people have been hospitalized with (name).” Send to the State Health Department, local county health department, the CDC, the hospital director who is making the claim that people are in that hospital with this “dis-ease,” and to your state governor, city mayor, and local supervisors. (Don’t sit back and expect others to do it for you. This is your opportunity to level up spiritually.)

6)   If you notice you're in fear, turn off all devices, calm down, walk on dirt barefooted, breath. Know that you are being manipulated into that state and regain your Center. (It’s called Astrally tugging you. The non-humans behind psychological operations get off on doing this to Genetic humans. Stop giving them power.)



I am requesting that you provide proof that “covid” has been isolated and is not simply a computer -generated simulation. I ask you to please provide me with a copy of the following items:


·        produce evidence that SARS-COV2 (and all its names ie: coronavirus that is natural, contagious and harmful; covid-19 that is natural, contagious and harmful) has been isolated not using PCR—which is not a test and cannot isolate a virus—nor by a computer-generated guess, but definitive proof that a natural virus has been isolated that is a contagion.

·        produce all records describing the isolation of a SARS-COV2 virus, directly from a sample taken from an expired body, where the patient sample was not put with any other source of genetic material, for example hepatocytes, monkey kidney epithelial cells (Cercopithecus aethiops), or the like. To be clear, “isolation” means the act of separating a thing from everything else.  I am not requesting records where “isolation of SARS-COV2” refers to a culturing of a thing, or how something such as the PCR functions related to this or a sequencing of a thing.  To clarify, I am requesting all such records that are in the possession, custody or control of your office or a U. S. federal department whether downloaded to a computer or device, printed in a hard copy, or held in some fashion.

·        produce records that the isolate is contagious and harmful to humans

·     provide evidence on subjects who have received any of the covid vaccines proving that they do not transmit the virus.  Please include all subjects who started the study.  Please do not call only two out of two one hundred percent.  Please state your answer on subjects by their number, ie 100 who received the shot were around 100 non-receivers of the shot.  Twenty of the non-shot receivers became ill and the pathogen was isolated from them.  Also state how many and which company’s shot(s) was or were received by those who had the shot.

·        provide evidence on subjects who have received any of the covid vaccines proving that they cannot “catch” the virus.  Again, an example would be 100 who received this shot were placed in a room with 100 ill patients for X amount of time.  None became ill.  The 100 ill patients had the isolate to prove they were sick with a natural, contagious virus.

·        provide evidence that proves that segregating the population who have not received this pharmaceutical from those who have stops the spread of the natural, contagious virus that has been isolated.

Please limit your search of the above items from October 2019 to December 2021.

If any part or all of the materials or information is withheld under a FOIA exemption, please provide a list of the information withheld and mark any deleted sections.  Please list the specific exemptions that form the basis for any deletion of a document or the complete withholding of a document.

I am a US National exhausting remedies to get to the truth.  This is my first step with you, because I see segregating the population as discrimination when no natural, contagious virus and a pharmaceutical supposedly protecting humans from it cannot be brought into evidence. 

If there is a natural, contagious pathogen as a reason to support covid measures and if requiring contractors to be vaccinated has been proven helpful, then you must have the paperwork nearby.  I am requesting a hard copy.  Thank you. 

 As provided for by section 552(a)6(A)(i) of the Freedom of Information Act, please provide your reply within twenty (20) business days.  Thank you for your prompt attention to this matter.






Observations on Las Vegas


Las Vegas, Nevada was never one of my favorite places because of the desperation and bullying of entities that I could feel. Recently, my family descended on that town for a reunion of sorts, so I found myself there, feeling like a prisoner on a decade’s sentence who recently got freed. The changes are phenomenal!

I was shocked when I entered a casino and couldn’t hear the coin-dropping noises, the sounds that came with the flashing lights, the one-arm bandits being pulled all around me. (I don’t recall hearing any music in the past, whereas now, it’s everywhere, even in some parking lots!) The ceiling laden with smoke, though people were smoking just not to the extent as before. Children walking close to the gambling because now there are indoor malls everywhere. No more restaurants affiliated with this casino and Keno while you wait. Instead, individual businesses have restaurants, cafes, shops booths, etc. just like in any city in any place in the world cookie-cutter fashion. Though I saw one small group of coin slot machines, they have been tweaked and they aren’t the old-time machines. The new machines are really tall. They accept bills, a gambling card, or the credit slips you may receive with your winnings or when you’re simply finished playing. The credit slips and chips from the tables may be taken to a human cashier just like the old days. The gaming tables are costly, but then if minimum wage is going to be $15/hour or so then that would figure. (Back when I made $4ish/hour, a minimum bet on a low-cost table might have been $1. Now, you’re lucky to find a $10 bet permitted.)

The town to me felt like I had virtual goggles on. Though we met many nice employees all around in the different establishments, the malls under or as part of the casinos made it feel so unreal. In a few where we went, you looked up to the ceiling to see fake sky with white clouds. (No painted on chem trails.) Outside, simply sweeping your eyes at the sites as you drove by, you saw fake Paris, a fake looking castle and other odd, out-of-place sites.

The only place I sensed three sparks of life was at the Bellagio. We walked through the inside gardens, which felt very virtual and devoid of feeling overall. But at one point, 1) a group of flowers, while I was standing there looking for life, suddenly released a whole bunch of scents. Usually, that’s fairies or Nature People saying hello. It was possibly that, yet a “wall” between them and me still separated us. It was strange. 2) There’s a mermaid over near an entrance. The Spirit with her was strong, but again, as if a wall separated me from her. If I had to place it into words, I’d say she’s created a Space for herself to send a part of herself there or it’s as if she can be elsewhere, but has a Screen to look in on things, but may interact somehow if she chooses, because she interacted with me. (Just not the same as when I’m face-to-face with Power. You can feel her in this picture above, though.) 3) Across from her on another path is a man holding a container that is a waterfall. He was just as her but felt slightly different. The mythological creature that is the masculine of Nature (which I remember as Pan) is most likely what is keeping an eye out in this area just as perhaps his female qualities do on the other side. Of course, I may not be of a frequency to feel that they are the same thing, different, or completely different to what I’ve stated here. 

When I first came to America, a lot of my time was spent in the casino babysitting area and so the sounds are very much a part of my childhood. I had no idea those sounds would go away.

Tuesday, August 22, 2023

Russia Accuses US of Lab-tweaked Virus Labs

The c*vid psy-op era was way more than lab-tweaked "viruses" (weapons) injected through any $hot, but doctors sold their souls and wrote "C-19" as a diagnosis because they were told to. Doctors murdered people with intubation when not indicated. The PCR was a forensic tool misused to promote their "lie." EMFs and millimeter waves, 5G and so many other military attacks helped. Then, THE C $hot came on the scene. There's no need for a war 1) stop taking va((ines. 2) connect with Pinky-rose Love. The "evil" ones will either have to change or leave because they won't like you loving them in their current state.

Russia is correct that the US are involved in lab-made weapons. Vac(ines attest to that.
Listen to the following. Watch it.
See what these gods that you trust are up to.
The needle is the best way for them to deliver their weapons.
know that there is no such thing as a live virus, yet, at the ICU, they warn visitors to not enter ICU if they recently had a live virus va(cine (up to six weeks ago), because of "shedding." They have been working for decades to make their lab-tweaked "viruses" transmissible!

Saturday, August 19, 2023

Alias Gene Decode


I have no idea if I’ve ever listened to this man before or not. I’m one who needed the introduction to the guest (see link below).

One very important Insight for the average Trust the Science bloke happens during this introduction to Gene Decode. Unfortunately, that group will not be listening. I’ve been informing folks for decades that if you insist on injecting your kids with what are called vac(ines, then you must go to a place in Beverly Hills or Manhattan Beach. (These are two places in my vicinity that would serve lot numbers of saline rather than lot numbers with actual weapon in $hots due to the affluent moms and dads.) In this video, this man dicusses how he witnessed a black man receiving weapon over what he was to receive. The Trust the Science group really need to hear more and more accounts like this. (They’ve been out there a long time. Find them. If you’re not white or not affluent, test it for yourself.)

Then next thing that was important was that when the inhabitants have learned lies lies lies, they won’t know Truth. Pinky-rose is the easiest Truth to understand, but Genetic humans have been trained and programmed to be helpless victims. “There’s nothing you can do about it,” is a lie. You have Pinky-rose and your Mind (connected to your MultiSelf) and you may re-member how to use it.

He goes onto mention the off-world genetics (bacteria) and off-world lab-made weapons also called viruses by many out there, since calling a lot of things by the same name can give them stealth cloak-ability. Our Pinky-rose may be a defense against these too. Notice when he speaks, fear (the weapon to the MultiSelf), never enters the picture. He held his Center through it.

Then, he goes onto discussing how tyrants use Genetic human pawns to physically detain people in violent, harmful areas, such as what is going on in Maui. (No, I haven’t listened to things on Maui as I assume it’s an organized attack and I choose not to listen, so I wasn’t listening too carefully and may have missed a lot. I do feel the Trust the Science group need to listen to this man, because they’ll be believing all the harm coming from EMF’s, $hots, all the other weapons the tyrants of the Military/

Science/Government/human/non-human faction use are “climate change.”


To me, the Judgment of God comes from that Pinky-rose. How much have you smothered, locked in a trunk, covered with a black clothe, and wrapped in chains? We are Source (MultiSelves are holograms or splinters off Source) and if you chose to do that, the sufferings and low frequency that comes from not connecting to Pinky-rose will dictate your environment and experiences.


As for waiting for others to fix the problems here, focus on a pin-head of Pinky-rose actively. Connect it with commanders out in the oceans on submarines that have orders to cause dis-easement in the environment and to targeted individuals. Hold a Space of Love with that one. Then, with each on that submarine. You are not doing a healing. You are saying, “Hey, buddy. Fine. You may choose dis-easement, but with your dealings with me here in Southern California where you are directing that weapon, I command a Space of Love from you!” It is done. Do that with your Council members and those implementing QR Code readers instead of cash. Do it with that employee that obviously has unhealed feelings with you. Do it where (situations) you feel attacked.) A benefit is that it can assist you with Insight into your role in the disharmonious relationship.


Take responsibility for yourself. Be ready for something like an earthquake, but search out  how you do things in your average hours. What can SMART meters, EMFs, $hots, Antarctica, etc.  do that’s harmful? How can I establish an abundant food forest? Where in my life can I trade skill for skill, or with silver, gold, grain, alcohol, cigarettes, honey, etc.? Is it wise to use digital over cash when I know “convenience” is consistently a trap the tyrants use? (And if you don’t know that, search that out.)


I agree that each Genetic human needs to learn everything they can. I took a martial arts free class for a week and then went on a trip. A man grabbed me and I got free and "bongst" him in a move that you’d think I’d been studying forever. Yes, become familiar with acupuncture points. I recommend people do that through reading the Esoteric Acupuncture book series by Mikio Sankey. Get an acupuncture book guide, but as I say in my book, the points are on the Etheric body, they move slightly, so learn to trust your intuition where the points are on yourself today. You’re most likely activating them with your mind anyway, so that should help.


One of my pet peeve’s is “African American.” My mom who is white is an African-American because she was born and raised on the continent of Africa and is now an American. The “They” have lied lied lied. Moors were here. When lands have shifted and societies have been restarted so often, at this point, origins really don’t matter beyond the Puppeteers tweaked you and their part of you, the Implants known as genes, can be overcome with higher freqwuency. When you look at nose, jaw and whole head shapes, you can see the off-world genes (Implants) involved), so to me, someone who says they’re African American when they never even had a relative within memory who lived on that continent is more distraction and attempting separation. We are MultiSelf. The percentage tapped into the Imposter ray is what’s significant.


I don’t know if his “Truth about 19” is the same as I use in my book and Mikio talks about in his, but I found that comment interesting.

Wednesday, August 16, 2023

Natural Rights Are Law


Natural Rights are Law. Natural Rights are also what we call Duty. For example, I have the Right to not have you trespass on me and you have the Right to not have me trespass on you. (So I have the Duty to not trespass on you; or I have the Right to not trespass on you.)

A Natural Right also is the Right to locomotion. If me travelling over there does not trespass on you, I may move over there and if I want, I may move back, provided I don’t trespass.

Be careful with the idea of trespass. When you willingly participate in certain activities, you ARE giving permission to be trespassed on and since you have the Right to choose that, it is Law now for you to be trespassed on.

How to not get trespassed on:

·       Marry for love and without the State. You have the Right to enter into an Agreement with the man or woman you love. You have the Right to have witnesses write their names on the paper that states the design of your Agreement to the one you love. The State may not have sons and daughters from this union.

·       Make certain to have your babies away from hospitals, but should something occur and you end up there, be certain you already left paperwork ahead of time stating No Hep B or any $hots. No goup in the eyes for STDs. No synthetic Vitamin K $hot at birth. No PKU blood draw. (As I say in my book Interdimensional Disturbances Access Denied, they can use the PCR to spin to make more so they can sell your baby’s blood to nefarious entities. They also may perform a “voodoo” sort of mind control to tap into and to control that baby, potentially for the son or daughter’s whole life!

·       Do not register the births with the State. CPS is unLawful to start with, but the State cannot steal/take what doesn’t belong to it. If this baby has no registered birth on file and his or her mom and dad have no marriage certificate on file with the State, then they cannot Lawfully trespass, because no permission has been given.

Now, it’s your choice what you want to do related to public or private school. Personally, I recommend reading And the Children Played by Patricia Joudry

And to look into schools such as Sudbury. Since the 1850s in this Nation State known as the USA, the idea of schools has been for indoctrination into the State. Since 2016, public school has been the most harmful I have witnessed. Schools work with tyrants of the “government” to support insanity, lack of alignment with the Sound of Self, and dehumanization tactics. In public school, the State will trespass if the mom and dad are not vigilant. It will start by coercing va(cines to be injected, but will end by turning your son or daughter into a parrot for whatever the State wants them to say. My daughter attended two schools where I worked. I had to supplement her education and do a lot of unravelling of the harm that was done there. I highly recommend rethinking allowing the State in the door! 

Get land. Make an abundant food forest. Learn about solar generators for no Public electricity. Learn about Waterless toilets or Outhouses. Learn learn learn!

Here is a good Kirk video that shows the arrogance of the State and some ideas on what you may do about that pesky little trespasser!.